i feel like it
donot know why but m missin yew like hell n cant stop my tears.

dard pyar pyar dard dard pyar pyar dard pyar

aur maut eik din achanak lakeeroun ko mita kar

andha bana kar khoon sukha kar

saans nikal kar ley jaogay tum mujhay

aur phir shuro hoga hisab meyre gunahoun ka

aur sabh sey upar hoga darj kissa tumhay

zindagi bhar ka dhukh daynay kala jawab ho kar

mene kabool kar laina hei har ilzam tumhara:) eik din

:hie bloggie ..m back after long long long tyme:)...things turning so indifferent hayna...well admz told me the whole truth ..hmmmph cant help about the truth i have faced now kia kahun may...well i went to isb n u were around had alwas gr8 feelings to have around alwas i rememb last tyme 2 years back we came along on daewoo and dates were 17 august n this tyme it was 7 march :) cooincidence na...i ve alwas luvd ya bu t now after nowing the truth y m not feelin so much confidence i do not know ..woteva lyf will take me on to..will b the best friend eva n eva...but wen u told me the truth i was like broken n shaterd ...tum bolay jarhay thay n i donot know i was cryin my tears juss came out without a rezn :) strange ...yeh jo din guzray bus boht he ajeeb say lgrhay hay pta ne kiun but jab say ive cum to know the truth abh khud ko kuch b feel nae hota bus theek hay abh life may meray sath jo b hoga i dun care jab kisi cheez ko khuwaish nae rahi tou kia rona kia pashtana ..mujy jo loose kerna tha ker dea bh tou kuch raha nae na loose kernay ko:)...u are loveable man...illl alwas b luvin yea ..take alota carez...m listining to the song..your beauti ful..
my life is brightened
my luv is pure
i saw an ange
l of that m sure
luv ya loads

hie..m numb ..so u made friends han woo b hallians well its your life m no one to ask for ny thing...wish u gud luck for eva n eva

admz!i miss you so much last nite u tried calin me but i was ironing my clothes n mama ke daant sunrai the was not able to talk:(.........tum kiu dour hotay jarhay ho m feelin so alone koi b mujsay batkerta hay meray zehn may tum ajatay ho may kia kerun i cnt take it ny more but then i have to fight wid it all:'(.........koi lrka jab mujsay bat kerta hay dil kerta hay moun tore dun uska but phir tumhara khyal anay lgta hy kiu hota hay aysa meray sath:(.....even then may tumhy diturb nae kerti only for the rezn k tum kabi meyri waja say distrb na hojao,,,...luv ya take gud care of yew

heeeey.well we met tomoorow again it was reali so nice to se yew guess wot xactly after 1 year wen we met last dec in abtd ..b4 going to hajj n tomorow u were lookin thek thak pathaan khan n i was loving it..i remem the words wen we met lately yar sotay hoy utha n juss rushed in hurry n came to see you only..n last day u said the same thing!!!! m not properly dresd up yaar..lol tumhray mamlay may dress ki kya majal hay koi punga ho:P m reali so happy to see you around wanted to say some thing atleast to say hie but u stoped me gnday bachay :P..lyf ka kuch time hay humra jo sath reh gea hay uskay badh tum kahan may kahan but yeh aik sauch hay k the only person i ve ever loved from d core ov ma heart was yew..who eva will cum now ill b my husband but i know the real luvd happnd was once n for all n it was only for yew hmmmmph! Allah knows better jahan raho khush raho abad raho:)

kai kahun ajj tumnay sms kea k muj may kuch khrabian b hayn ....kia hay nae btaya but ithink shyad wohe khrabian jo mujy nae pta tumhy myra nae honay dayti :((

may tumsay yaha kitni batain kerti hun pta nae kaha jarhay hayn saray bloogs but one dya ull find soo much stuff to read..either u want it or not but i know this ill reali make yew remind ov me:) apna hamesha boht boht sa khyal rakhna

pta nae last nyte jab u txt me u were sounding soo sad but i reali miss yew thats y i talk rubbish wid yew ..ive alwas seen yew around for thick or thin but cant reali find yew cuz ov the ppl cuz ov our helplessnes...veneva u say m not a gud person i honestly feel so bad about it y dou think like it..i mean tum jo b ho jysay b ho i juss simply cant see any1 even yew sayin that yew are not a gud guy..hmmp:( yaar bus tum jo b ho yew are outa this world for me i dun give a danm about ppl.will alwas b luvin yew....adz plz mujsay naraz na hoa kero yew are my bestest buddy i eva had in my lyf reali ................................miss yew sooooooooooooooooooooooo much i wish lyf leads us ny where but keeps u in peace n happy m around or not alwas wishing 4yew ....